But one night out of the year at the International Press Freedom Awards Dinner journalists from different countries can come together for a night free from worries and for some free from gun fire.
And here was Adela Navarro Bello, who didn't have to wear her bulletproof vest on this night, so she looked like just a pretty 39-year-old woman dressed up for a fancy Manhattan party, not the brave leader of a Mexican weekly whose co-founder and former co-editor were murderedI never imagined journalists having to wear bulletproof vests. Obviously they must wear them when they report from the middle of wars but having to wear them while doing investigative work in one's county seems a bit ridiculous. These journalists are working hard to protect the public and keep them inform them of any corruption. They should be protected just like those who work for the government. Instead they are hunted by the government or those criminals who they uncover.
One journalists was absent from the dinner.
Gao Qinrong was not there, though he was invited. The government of China wouldn't let him leave the country. He spent eight years in prison for exposing a scam irrigation project in his drought-stricken home province of Shanxi.These journalists have it bad. Some are trapped and afraid their own lives might be taken.
So far this year, 59 journalists have been confirmed killed while pursuing the fundamental task of seeking the truth and reporting it fully. Countless others have been beaten, roughed up, jailed or threatened.These investigative journalists continue to pursue their work despite the many challenges. They are passionate about it and hold on to the hope that one day they will be able to have freedom of the press. And at least for one night of the year, those that can leave their countries, can get together and enjoy a dinner among their fellow colleagues.